Emotions

It's funny how your emotions can change suddenly and stay like that for a while.

Emotions are impossible to explain, science cannot make sense of it. And yet, it is emotions that lead your life. If you are sad and scared, feeling weak, it's likely that this will limit what you will do whereas if you are outgoing, fearless and have confidence you can pretty much lead yourself to go anywhere. The thing is, how do you know which type you are? And how can you change yourself in order to become the person that you want to be? There is no answer. Only you yourself are able to find your own answer. We are just overwhelmed by life itself, especially in our time. Life could be very simple, free and happy. But due to what we have done, we have left it being very hard and sometimes unpleasant. But it's up to us how we interprete this life that we have. I sometimes think that it would be better to just live off yourself and have a very simple life, but then I have thoughts about the amount and variety of opportunities that lie ahead of me. We can feel many more emotions that we couldn't possibly feel if we had a simple life. We can become stronger. Are you willing to make yourself stronger?

Emotions are either good or bad. Today, I woke up feeling fresh, energetic and so happy. Just a little serious conversation happened. But I wasn't able to do anything useful in this conversation. In a way, this created more problems for me to face. I already have a lot going on, and I am the type of person who can only take one thing at a time. So now, I feel completely helpless, down, without energy. It's not even half of my day yet but I'm pretty sure my mood will stay like this. What will happen for me to go back to the previous mood I had before? Well, I have the option of ignoring it, doing something that will make me happy again until I have to face the same conversation again, which will leave me with a worse feeling than now. This seems to me as what most people do, though we know it's not useful or wise we tend to carry out this option to allow us to escape earlier. The other option that we have is to just tackle the problem head on carrying with us this dark mood until we find the solution. This is the better option. We will gain the feeling of relief, having taken the problem and gotten rid of it completely. However, we are scared of this option. We do not know how long it will take to find the solution and whether we will be able to find it or not. Sigh. I guess I'm just feeling down. I'll need to sort out myself.

First I need to concentrate on studying for my exam, then I can have a go at this problem without any lingering thoughts about exams in the back of my mind. Need to get myself together!